I don’t know how to describe my feeling now, i’m so confusing. I don’t know what am i worrying, probably my future. Recently i keep asking myself, do i need to be so ambition? a dream to oversea? Few years before, i don’t even dare to think about that cause i know that’s impossible for me to reach that and i’m a person which don’t have any confident of myself maybe is a good things for me to work outside alone which i can train myself. he he he…. I know that will be very difficult so sometimes i will ask myself “why i need to suffer those, staying out of my family and work alone in a place that far far from my family” since i got a degree then i can get a regular job and have regular life yet in my heart was think differently, i want to have different experience but i ensure that i will go back to my family after few years fighting alone outside. God please strengthen me, so i got the strength to walk toward and lead my way too.
Happy Birthday to Shu Wen
After submitting all my FYP, kind a feel like wanted to have a rest, although I still have one more paper on 22 June. Coincident that day was Shu Wen’s birthday which is 15 of May so we decided to go find her and celebrate her birthday together. So, we kept thinking of where should we celebrate with her and finally we came out with a decision, “Fusion Heaven” a restaurant which allocated in Seri Petaling but when I check the business hours of that restaurant, it is close every Thursday so we have to change our plan.
It is 10.30pm when we reach Shu Wen’s house and 3 of us still haven’t have our dinner yet, especially Joanne she nearly faint. Ha ha ha… yet we still cannot go out to have our dinner cause Shu Wen’s mum ask us to blow the birthday cake with her, pity Joanne. After singing the birthday song and cake her birthday cake, we decided to go “Small Genting” which given by Shu Wen to have our dinner and that aunty Shu Wen nearly lead us to Holland (got lost).
Having dinner at “Small Genting” are very nice, eating under the cool environment and with beautiful scenery. We really enjoy eating there although only four of us there. Until the clock reach 12am, the waiter bring forward the birthday cake that we had brought with the birthday song to our table, Shu Wen seems like very embarrassing with that. Ha ha…
Birthday Girl
”Small Genting” and Us (Joanne, Me, Shu Wen and Heng Poh)
Current Update 1
Okay.. hostel is closing down this coming Sunday so i need to move out before that. I had found a house (a room) in Serdang, somewhere near Jusco Equine Park. I’m renting the house for half year, it will be RM100 per month. Although i don’t know what kind of job and where i will work in the future but KL will be my centralize. So, i will be busy cleaning my house this coming week.
Another things is my dearest mummy will coma to KL on 2 June till 7 June, she will be coming alone this time and this is her first time travelling alone. Will meeting aunty Ing Ing (My mum elder sister) this time and we will hang around together, i think it will be very fun and i can’t wait until that day.
Day Spend In Sunway With My Kuching Friends
Finally finish all my paper and assignment in MMU, good bye MMU. Hope i will pass all of it and i don’t wish to go back. Still confusing of the path infront and i really really need to think careful of my career, hope my dream will come true. Now i got plenty of time to update my blog, so many things i haven’t update in previous. I’m going to continue the part when my Kuching’s friends came.
On the day 3 of the day they came, we spend our day in Sunway Piramid, hanging there nothing to do cause they were not in shopping mood that time. Whole day walking in Sunway make us feel hungry and time for us to have our dinner. We went to a Chinese style restuarant is called ”Canton Bay”, from outside of the restaurant, the restaurant seems very high class and expensive in fact, it is not that expensive as we thought and the price are reasonable.
After dinner, is time for us to do execise. You know what we do? What’s the things that we can’t find beside Sunway? Correct.. is SKATING. he he he… this was my first time to skate and i love it. I’m the lousier person among of all, Ah Yiet and Ah Chai can skate well and Chiat Leong also doing well, as usual, Ah Lei can get it fast.
Too bad we didn’t take picture in the skating rink. Again, another wonderful day ended.
The Menu
Califlower
Taofu
Black Paper Beef
Sweet and Spicy Soup
Duck and Pork
Final Submission.
So… FYP finished..
Having my assessment today and the lecturer came to evaluate our applications just now, not much critical from the lecturer, really hope i can get a good marks. he he.. But still got a website of the making of my application and also the ideation in sketch need to pass up this friday. Actually i don’t what’s my feeling right now, just feel very comfy after submission.
Yeah… all had been done.. no more studies after this..
Lunch at Fusion Heaven Cafe
Went to eat lunch with Sally few weeks before, all of us getting cherish with the relationship that we have in the University now maybe because of we going to graduate and leave MMU soon. Life in MMU going to end soon and i gonna miss it after that.
We went to a cafe restaurant which allocated at Sri Petaling and it’ call “Fusion Heaven” and it has been recommend by Sally long time ago, finally we went. Overall, i feel like all the dishes there taste great especially their chocolate cake, a recommended dish. I had order a Unagi Omelet with Spaghetti and Sally ordered fish with rice and both of us order the warm heart chocolate cake for my dessert. I heard that the mango salad are nice, will next try it next time.
Fusion Heaven Cafe
The Environment
Sally and Me
Unagi Omelet with Spaghetti
Fish with Rice ( Forget the name already)
Warm Heart Chocolate (Recommended)
My 23 Years Old Birthday (Part 2)
Having an exam a day before my birthday it’s really terrible, means that i need to study hard on my birthday that day. But it wasn’t goes badly as i thought, cause i quite enjoy on that day. During my birthday, cause of the hotness of the weather so we decided to go Starbucks at Alamanda to study.
Till we wanted to leave, my friends brought me a slice of cake for me and celebrate my birthday there. It’s really happy and wonderful, secretly tell you all that this was my first time i celebrate my birthday will my University friends. Luckily i have the experience before i leave.
Me and My Birthday Cake
Ko Sin, Sally, Me and Jean Nie
Present from Ko Sin, Sally, Jean Nie and Rachael. Thank you ya =).
My 23 Years Old Birthday (Part 1)
Somethings i really really wanted to share now, i wanted to express my happiness to all my friends. Is correct that the elderly said that ” is not necessary to have many friends, but intimate friends”. So lucky that i do have few intimate friends, how about your guys? today 4 of them gave me a big surprise, they travel all the way from Kuching to KL to celebrate my 23 years old birthday, is that lovely? i have been told by them that they had planned for this for 2 months and they had done it secretly even though i did keep in touch with them all the while.
Today I was asked to go Starhill to meet Joo Yiet’s friend to get my birthday cake which Joo Yiet ask her to buy. But i am very busy recently, i need to fetch my daddy to LCCT today, i need to study my Economic tutorial which there will be an exam on 3 May and my application which i need to submit on 6 May, so many things to do. So, when i was asked to get my cake, i was argghh..feel like don’t wanted to go but Joo Yiet said her friend already order the cake so i NEED to go. When i reach Starhill, i was looking for Joo Yiet’s friend but i can’t see her and i see Jun Chai, Joo Yiet and Tze Lei, i was shock and stand there for 5 sec, i don’t know how to describe the surprise they bring. Oh ya, still got Chiat Leong i forgot to mention him cause he is queun up to get the turns to go into Jogoya, Then, tears of happiness came out from my eyes. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.
Present from Joo Yiet
Present from Joo Yiet II
Present from Jun Chai
Present from Tze Lei and Chiat Leong
Present from Lily
My Haagen-Dazs birthday cake
Don’t Give Up.
Saw some nice article from the internet, i feel like its really meaningful so decided to share it here.
Don’t Give Up.
One day I decided to quit…
I quit my job, my relationship, my spirituality. .. I wanted to quit my life.
I went to the woods to have one last talk with God.
I quit my job, my relationship, my spirituality. .. I wanted to quit my life.
I went to the woods to have one last talk with God.
“God”, I asked, “Can you give me one good reason not to quit?”
His answer surprised me…
“Look around”, He said. “Do you see the fern and the bamboo?”
“Yes”, I replied.
“When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took very good care of them.
I gave them light.
I gave them water.
The fern quickly grew from the earth.
Its brilliant green covered the floor.
Yet nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo.
In the second year the Fern grew more vibrant and plentiful.
And again, nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo. He said.
“In year three there was still nothing from the bamboo seed.
But I would not quit.
In year four, again, there was nothing from the bamboo seed. I would
not quit.” He said.
“Then in the fifth year a tiny sprout emerged from the earth. Compared
to the fern it was seemingly small and insignificant. ..But just 6
months later the bamboo rose to over 100 feet tall.
It had spent the five years growing roots. Those roots made it strong and gave it what it needed to survive.
I would not give any of my creations a challenge it could not handle.”
He asked me. “Did you know, my child, that all this time you have been struggling, you have actually been growing roots”.
“I would not quit on the bamboo.
I will never quit on you.”
“Don’t compare yourself to others.”
He said.
“The bamboo had a different Purpose than the fern.
Yet they both make the forest beautiful.”
“Your time will come”, God said to me.
“You will rise high”
“How high should I rise?”
I asked.
“How high will the bamboo rise?” He asked in return.
“As high as it can?” I questioned.
“Yes.” He said, “Give me glory by rising as high as you can.”
I left the forest and brought back this story.
I hope these words can help you see that God will never give up on you.
Never, Never, Never Give up.
For the Christian Prayer is not an option but an opportunity.
Don’t tell the Lord how big the problem is,
tell the problem how Great the Lord is!
Going to graduate soon.
1 month to go i will finish my university life, i don’t know how to describe my feeling now just feel like time really flies, 5 years of life in university going to end soon. Feel very confuse for the path in front.
